very berry cheesecake

wala nang maisip na title haha kaya yon. starting from now i think i'd like to steer away from the usual.. love related blog posts.. since wala namang bago sa love life.. andaming pinakilala sa akin but.. but i think there's one person na kinikilala ko ngayon.. and i think she's really fine, she's really sweet and highly appreciative, that's something i didn't get with the others.. so depende na lang hehe.

right now i'm still being ripped apart alive by the thought that i'm trying to decide not to go to singapore anymore after trying the interview out.. for the reason that i'd like to stay in rewss to see what our current project can do, if it'll make or break the company by revamping the "old".. kung mag-ok to.. isang malaking "warm feeling" ang makukuha ko as well as may be mauulanan kami ng biyaya.. depende. totoo naman ang mga sabi ni sir, iba yung pakiramdam pag nalead mo yung project tapos maganda ang kinalabasan.. "we" sort of thought we'd give the company a year at least to see what can still happen.. after that then probably it's time to move.. so yun. sabi ko nga e.. ako yung tipo na pagdating sa isang basketball game.. hindi ako kakampi dun sa nananalo.. sa ngayon kasi parang ang tingin ng lahat malapit na mayari ang rewss, pero we'll see.. that's really what motivates me to stay instead of going.. kahit na kung ikukumpara mo yung salary sa SG at dito.. hehe oh well. at parang pangbuhat sa sarili kong bangko.. feel ko tumaas ang pagtingin ko sa sarili ko. self worth lolz. na kahit pinapaypay na sa mukha ko yung pera.. eh hindi ko pa tinanggap.. sabi nga ng iba e.. stupid ako sa ginawa ko. pero sa akin.. i thought i found a reason to work more than just for the pay, kasi kung ganun lang.. we can do that any day.

at this moment, medyo nakatunganga lang ako hehe.. naghihintay kung magrereply "siya".. nakakamiss hehehe. oh well.. violin muna.. habang tulala