blabitibla

seriously, i'm just a guy with a lot of time in his hands. yeah i did a lot of overnight shit for the past few weeks but i don't remember turning down any invitation because of that.. did i? i dono haha. so today nagpakaloser mode ako ulit, i asked her out to a movie but again, she was busy.. i said that's alright, but even saying "that's alright" was already getting boringly repetitive. i might get used to that, or i might just scoot. there's a lot out there waiting for me. and i'm just lazy, a bum.

so since my offer got shot down. i just watched alone. 500 days of summer. i hate how i could badly relate with the guy, and had to admit that what happened to me was just right. destiny my ass... ho well. fergit that..

so now i'm finally feeling that quarter life crisis shit. i'm in this age and yet i feel like i'm living how i should be living when i was still 20. this isn't right.. hindi naman masama pero ayaw ko lang siguro ng ganun. someday i'd like to move out and try to live alone. may be.. and finally own a mazda 3 and my own pad/house. i dunow. some people of my age are already living that kind of a life.. what do i really want with mine?

sa ngayon i'm still searching.. whadahell.. bukas punta kaming sementeryo.. iwas sa maraming tao, told my 'rents pag namatay ako ayaw ko ng ganun... napakahassle, just throw my ashes in the trash can or something lawl..