me life as of april 26. 2008

hi. my name's ben. i'm 24. single. getting thinner by the day. and keeping my eyes peeled for that one right person for me. someday i'll look back and read this and may be laugh at it. or may be i'll reminisce the moments when i was still young and alive. i'm here in the office on a saturday because i want to. what a change. i came in because i want to work. wow that's got to be something. you don't get that in nec lol. and not when you feel like you're being hammered down. meron kami dapat sportsfest kaso i didn't want to go because it was too far and i have something i really want to do here. so there you have it hm.. work's been fun lately. i have so much to look forward to and i really like my groupmates. there's primo the project leader, vetzu the crush ng office, erwin and eli both are jokers and bullies, sir paul "phoenix" and ruel the overly exicted kid. i don't have to mention about their skills because all of them are tops. tech skills don't matter to me. i just wanted some space to breathe wahaha. i'll get to my goals slowly. i don't want to rush. i've got a lot of things to improve with myself. i still feel like i'm a void. may be the right person will come to fill that void.. and stay... really stay

hamburg

it's small, very lethal, but very yummy.. to the ears :) presenting the burger bass speakers. bought it sometime last week while tagging along with vetz. i just couldn't resist buying it. nice color, loud sound for something so small and compact. a new addition for my new psp slim ;]

eat at your own risk

new psp :D

as the title says. i bought a piano black psp slim from viramall this afternoon. i told myself i'd get the felicia blue or black.. but this is the only one available, i like it a lot, especially the classic black look. so there you go. 8.6k php technically i got it for 2.6k php since i sold my old phat white psp for 6k php. now to download all the crap and dump them into the memstick lol.

say hello to my new friend:

random thoughts

what was i really looking for or what was i thinking when i was looking for other jobs? finally something made me ask that question to myself.. and i realized that.. what i had been looking for.. what i really wanted.. was a life

that's cheesy i know. but it's the truth. i don't wanna work my ass off just for the money. well that's fine, who doesn't want money? haha! money makes the world go round. but if that's the only reason, i feel it's just a waste of my time. i don't want to work feeling like work has become a drag. or work like i got a huge army knife stuck on my chest.

i just want to live my life happily, enjoy life. live with a bang! when i die i don't just want to say "ah, i've worked in , i've earned so and so dollars.. *blip* ", in the end i want to be able to say i've lived my life the way i wanted to, and how do i want it? i want it to be fruitful, enjoyable and pleasant.

random thoughts.

*bleep*