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no real plans for this 2 days of "no work". kanina nanuod lang ng sherlock holmes. it was good pero there was something lacking to it. and then went home, bought some food my mom likes, then natulog. blag. walang magawa hehehe. nothing interesting and worth pursuing as of the moment. marami syempre.. kunwari yung violin, i think about it, but when i realize and think about it.. tinatamad na hehe. kasi naiimagine ko na bubuksan ko siya, magpapatugtog ako, tapos ilang minuto, bababa ko na rin. oh well. gusto ko sana magbadminton bukas, kaso walang kasama, tuloy yung grupo pero syempre iba pa rin pag kasama mo yung mas kilala mo di ba. yun. project is almost done, now that si eli na yung team lead, mas nakahinga ako nang maluwag at andaaaaami dami kong natapos. mas natutuwa ako ngayon hehe. just received my eval. i guess i expected it to be that way. it was just fair and right. definitely i sucked sa team management. pero no regrets naman. i tried to pull the team together with everybody's help. and as much as possible, remain sane even at the most trying moments.. it wasn't easy. it was hell haha. but it was a helluva fun. i didn't get bored. it wasn't just handling the project alone. we were around 12 people. equal.. none above the other. influence is hard to gain. the team management we had involved individual differences, uncontrollable emotions, trust issues, unloyal friends, internal conflicts, external forces.. and most often... irresponsibility. guilty din ako dun sa last.. most especially. i know there were a lot of times, hindi ko sigurado kung ano ang gagawin so i relied a lot on eli and erwin. nevertheless nagtrust ako sa lahat (not thrust :P) sa kanila, sa mga modules na hinahawakan nila. sa mga desisyon nila. possible din kaya sobrang affected ang schedule kasi definitely kaming lahat hindi kami magaling magestimate ng oras... nevertheless nagtiwala pa rin ako until the end.

it was a magnificent experience. feeling ko pumasok ako na totoy, paglabas ko lolo na. jk lol. hehe. i think naging mas mature ako somehow dahil sa lahaaaaaaaat lahat ng nangyari. mature? o manhid? both siguro..

i met someone new just this week. calls me "kuya"... wdfart..
and suddenly find myself nodding to the tunes of audioslave, parang beck.

i'm gonna be bored any minute now... >.< next time na lang ulit