me life as of april 26. 2008

hi. my name's ben. i'm 24. single. getting thinner by the day. and keeping my eyes peeled for that one right person for me. someday i'll look back and read this and may be laugh at it. or may be i'll reminisce the moments when i was still young and alive. i'm here in the office on a saturday because i want to. what a change. i came in because i want to work. wow that's got to be something. you don't get that in nec lol. and not when you feel like you're being hammered down. meron kami dapat sportsfest kaso i didn't want to go because it was too far and i have something i really want to do here. so there you have it hm.. work's been fun lately. i have so much to look forward to and i really like my groupmates. there's primo the project leader, vetzu the crush ng office, erwin and eli both are jokers and bullies, sir paul "phoenix" and ruel the overly exicted kid. i don't have to mention about their skills because all of them are tops. tech skills don't matter to me. i just wanted some space to breathe wahaha. i'll get to my goals slowly. i don't want to rush. i've got a lot of things to improve with myself. i still feel like i'm a void. may be the right person will come to fill that void.. and stay... really stay