and the days go by

for the past week i think na-araw araw ko ata ang pagbisita ko sa shop nila.
but each time was sweeter than the last. hm..

nung one time galing kasi akong glorietta tapos naalala ko yung cute na cupcakes na meron dun na sinuggest ni vetz, so dinalhan ko siya nun :) she was really really happy and tinutukso siya ng 2 na kasama niya sa shop. she was laughing and pacing around.. but we talked for a little bit. syempre ako rin nahihiya.. nauutal kasi hindi ko alam ano ang sasabihin hehehe. she said i should come back the next day, kasi dun pa lang darating yung bago. so ok..

the next day i went there around lunch time.. then i think nagbibihis pa siya. so i spoke with angel (yung isang kasama niya). i asked her, 45 minutes lang daw break nila.. and strictly mahirap lumabas labas, so minsan baon lang sila or nagpapadeliver. sayang i thought mayayaya ko siya maglunch saglit.. so i asked angel instead kung saan sila usually nagoorder, sabi niya jollibee. so umalis ako, pagbalik ko may bitbit na akong mga 2pcs chicken joy meals.. tapos naabutan ko siya. masaya siya and nahihiya.. sabi ko.. naisip ko kasi lam ko hindi sila masyado makalabas so dinalhan ko siya ng food.. baka nagugutom na siya. she was thankful.. and we talked a bit.. pero wala pang bago, so she said balik ako ulit bukas.. so ok..

it's today, well.. last night i tried calling her up but she didn't answer. in the morning i texted her and said the usual "good morning :)..." sabi niya sorry that she wasn't able to pick up the phone kasi naiwan niya sa kwarto niya and naginuman kasi sila.. and that she wasn't exactly feeling well kasi may hangover. pero pumasok pa rin siya o.o .. hirap ng trabaho nila.. parang bawal magleave or what kasi 3 lang sila.. i admire her for that somehow. tapos dumating ako sa shop nila around lunch time.. sabi nung girl nasa likod siya resting, pinuntahan ko but she was sleeping. i didn't want to wake her up.. i asked angel and wil (the other girl) if they needed anything, like meds, or if they needed an extra help to man the shop. i bought alaxan for muriel.. and tinanong ko kung gusto nila ng merienda.. and i thought masama kasi pakiramdam ni muriel.. so i bought some chicken noodles and sweet pao from chowking.. i came back around 2pm, she was there and awake, no makeup.. but still beautiful :) ... happy at nahihiya kasi eto nanaman ako may pagkain hehe.. sabi ko nabalitaan ko kasi masama pakiramdam niya so yun.. she said dami na niya utang.. sabi ko wala yun.. (gusto ko sana ihirit na date na lang bayad niya sa akin.. pero next time siguro..) we talked a little pero naisip ko wala pa siya sa kondisyon so i said bye for now. :)

i'm really happy on how things are turning out. i guess sort of may mini place na ako dun sa shop nila.. but the question is.. how long can i do this? or how long will i do this? >.< and kelan ko masasabi kay muriel yung tunay na dahilan (pag tinatanong niya kung bakit ko ginagawa yun na nagdadala ng kung anu-ano para sa kaniya).. handa ba ako sa lahat?

but i'm addicted to her. when i pass their shop and see her.. i just want to be there dahil wala lang @.@ pero pag nandun na.. walang masabi hehehe... kelan ko kaya siya maaaya palabas? :( sana soon.. i want to know her more