slowly.. i'm trying to forget all the bad things that ever happened for the past years, lahat sila naging daan para maging.. kung ano na ako ngayon hehe. yung nakaraang taon ang pinaka-challenging na taon na dinanas ko so far.. siguro.. marami mga failures.. pero isipin ko ano nga ba mga ang mga magagandang nangyari... marami hehe.. ewan ko ba.. may mga gusto akong ilagay dito.. pero siguradong may mga bagay na mas mabuti pang .. sa akin na lang.
so here i am, i think i got older even if i don't really feel like it. i've already lived this long but still unable to reach "that" goal.. sa iba shallow lang yun syempre.. sa akin, it's a "need"..
last time i've decided to finally end what i tried to start last feb 12.. ang kulang na lang for me to forget about her.. was my camera. i already sent aims' sister a message so i can get it back, she said we'd meet this friday. then that's it.. to further sign and seal the end of the ordeal.. cinonfess ko sa ate niya that i like aims but wasn't doing really well.. talk about adding insult to injury.. what's the better line for it.. to put the last nail in the coffin..
ewan.. partly, i'm still hoping .. baka sakaling puwede pa rin. pero para siguro hindi lang masaktan lalo.. kasi parang rejection na din.. mas gusto kong isipin syempre na ako na ang nagmomove on :P
we're all tough in the outside, but soft in the ... innards (lol)
anyway.. wala na masulat haha.. next time na lang siguro ulit..
happy birthday hahahaha!
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