Wednesday, February 17, 2010

i'm still alive - vedder

i'm still alive hehe.

since friday i've got no contacts from her. as much as possible nagparamdam ako at most once per day.. then skipped one day.. then today i think i'm gonna skip again. i don't know. ang galing.. kahit na coincidence lang. she definitely know how to make the "want" stronger. i wonder where she is now or what she's doing.. baka namimiss ko siya.. or just didn't get enough. dami kong hindi natanong, gustong malaman. kaso baka busy.. mahilig kasi magaral yun. yun ang kinatuwa ko sa kaniya, focused.



"what happened after?.."



is what bothers me, i don't know if it was really ok or not.. that kind of feeling



she hasn't done anything new sa fb since friday.. definitely absorbed in something else hehe

i think i'll just pass the time. hanap ng ibang magagawa. improve myself.

eli/erwin/perns pulled a prank on me bago maguwian haha. i half-wished it was true. nung sa chat at nagsalita na, iniintay ko na lang na matapos, kaso napaisip na ako nung may "pakyu pakyu" na lumabas haha.. isa lang naman sa opis nagsasabi nun. nice one guys hahahaha. medyo uminit na dugu ko nun at bumubuwelo na ako bwehehe. humahalakhak na nga ako sa loob nung sabing umiiyak ata siya. ganun siguro ako kasama talaga.

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